idk

I don't know what's wrong today that it totally wasn't sucha nice day at all, right from the start.

The Weather

I know it was hot but if you stay calm and relax yourself a lil bit, you wouldn't feel as hot as what you are feeling at that moment. I'm feeling what you were feeling as you know i know the hot weather always affect our mood. You can see on my face that i'm not in a happy mood like you do.

The LRT

So many people cramped in and it was totally stuffy oh godamnit.

I had no space and so i put my hand in one pocket and the other holding the pole. Tried pushing you close to me and i swear i didn't knew you your back was banging back at the pole as it moved.

Did explained and got furious that you didn't know what my intention was actually.

Food Culture

Had lunch together and it was going all right till the last moment talking about the previous incident which

was a total bummer to even start talking about that.

Room

Thought you would asked me whether i wanna come in as you normally would if i didn't followed you in but you got agitated about that and that started it all once again. I couldn't control it this time and poof! spat out disgusting words. Wanted to end it but you didn't want and so it started again till i realised how sickish you actually were and i, stopped. I know, its too late.

Every part of today was totally not the usual self of us indeed. Yea it was so lovey dovey during the holidays and just yesterday i was wondering if those small silly argument would start all over again and it did, on the very first day of school reopens. Oh yes it sucks and i totally don't know what happened to me today. Just totally burst with no patience at all. Why? And i, just, know the reason why. It was all me, again. Yes i deserved all of what you did to me. Those hard repeats of slaps and stuffs. I was a total bum today i admit. Not being able to feel how exactly you feel, thinking that you could take those pain that you're having. Come to think of it, i didn't do my part as a caring boyfriend today. Oh i'm not gonna be so sympathetic and such right here okay and am not wanting to sound so pitiful or whatsoever okay. Its just that sometimes things just doesn't turn out the way we want them to.

Today was sucha a bad day and i didn't know you would be feeling that way either, seriously.

And tomorrow, i don't think it will repeat itself again, i promise.

Truly sorry my love.

If You Find Trouble, Trouble Will Find You.

So what does it mean?

Don't find trouble if you don't want any.

Its so simple don't you think so?

And look at yourself first before trying to act like the innocent one.