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Dont have to make it sound so bad in what you did or i did. I didnt say that whatever time i spend with you, is too much. Is a total waste. I didnt mentioned all those. I cherish every bit of moment we spend together. i know how much you love spending time with you. So do i too. When there's always a time dont we spend it together and make full use of it? Dont we plan out sth to do? I never said those times i had is really of a waste with you. Then what for do i keep on meeting you up, keep on fetching you frm sch, wait for you to change and go out. I did all these out of sincerity. Cause i want to. Not force to. I would really have said no if i dont want. Not because i dont want to.

I dont ask much frm you do i? I didnt ask to meet up with my friends for a chit chat session or hanging out with them. I dont play soccer anymore cause you dont want me to. Im fine with that. And when at times i feel like doing something, i'll always tell you abt it. I dont use all the time to do things tht i want, do i?

You can see how much i've always been spending time with you, doing this doing that. Yes its wonderful. But there are always a certain point of time where i or even you have sth on. Like me for instant. Wht do i have today, i told you abt it and am sorry tht i couldnt be able to spend sme time with you in the evening. You knw i love doing wht i have today and i hope to be hearing tht you'll miss me since i've got sth on today and will look forward fr the next meetup. I dont want you to get all sad or mad or anything tht i dont get to see you cause of whatever im having. Yea you might be feeling abit lonely on tht particular day but instead of feeling like that, surely you would want to feel all smile and look forward to the next meetup. better right like that? like i said just now, what if i start working already? Will you still feel the same way you feel now? You see, i just ask abit of today's session fr myself. I do need to get back in shape, to play this sport once more. Its just a bit that im asking for..

I just hope you understand what i've mentioned here. I appreciate everything i did with you and i dont mean to avoid spending time with you when i have sth on. Dont have to apologise in yr post, dont have to say you'll not restrict me this and that. i know you. I just want you to understand.. at least just abit.

and like i said again, i dont ask tht much frm you. And im fine, with the way things are in our relationship.

Im sorry if any of the words are abit harsh or anything..