I'm not sure what has been running through yr mind but i really hate to see you like that. I know the other day i turn you down cause i had some sch work to do but that doesn't mean i don't wanna spend some time with you. I would love to spend time with you but i also need to complete my work as well. I need you to understand that. I don't mean to say that i got work and i have no time for you but like i always say, once I've completed my work, I'm free for you to spend some time with. You shd know that. Priority wise, the answer's definitely gna be you. But look, having to take care of other stuffs first so you'll have more time for yr loved one in the ltr time, doesn't it make sense? It may seems that the other stuffs are put at priority first but its actually not that way. If it is look at a different angle, the aftermath has more benefits more time. Cause what I'm trying to say is I'm making more time for you then those stuffs that i gotta take care of.

I know even if i say all this it may not be much effective but i hope some of these goes in yr mind. I'm not tryna neglect you or putting you aside at all. I'm not having to choose between you and another thing. When its you, its you. But when its an urgent thing to do, I'll do it first before i get back to you. that is all.

Yes I'm not you and maybe thats why i don't understand how you feel inside. But take this into account. I'm not saying you really gotta listen to me. If you think what i say actually makes abit of a sense, then by all means take it bit by bit. But if its not and you still stick to yr thinking and this is all of no sense, then its all right.