when adorable turns sour

It sucks when you said all those meanest things to me. Like im stupid and im ugly and that i shd know where i stand and all. It sucks when you said that im nth to you and im like a nobody actually. Is it really the actual fact? Am i really just no one to you? I just have no idea sometimes whether are these all words of anger from you, or is it really meant for me? I dont fancy when you go all mad all angry. Thats really the last thing i would want to get from you. And yes i know im the one who makes you mad and that you have the right to be so. But sometimes i really wish you would be a little calmer and cooler when you're angry. Cause i know whats gna come out and i dont wanna hear it. All that vulgars and that mockery, gosh i dont want to receive that. Im not trying to be emo or anything but i do felt the pinch at times when you said stuffs like that. Call me sissy but i do feel 'ouch'
sometimes. Im not bearing a grudge or anything for you being like this. I myself know lah that if i dont want you mad, i jolly well know that i shdnt be doing things tht might trigger yr anger. But seriously, you're just too fierce and vulgar when you get mad. Very very fierce..
Im sorry anw fr making you mad earlier on. Its just that the feeling's unnice when you're too fierce...