Yes? No?

i can see the fact that you actually care of other well-being more than me. Ya i've known it all these while. Its just that it appears to becoming more and more these days. As a matter of fact, a goodnight wish from you is even hard to come by much less an i love you. Oh firstly i'm not actually complaining down here. Its just a state of fact thats all. Yea and i know its yr problem whether you want to do/say or not right? I know that. And guess what? I will not try to care about all these lah from now. Cause if i care too much, i'll just get unhappy further right. So if like this, you happy with what you do, i'll do smth which makes me distracted so i wont have to even care abt it. And hopefully, things will be better for you, and for me this year.