Because Mickey loves Minnie

I nvr want things to turn out this way. I know you feel suffocated and nt being able to do wht I forbid you to. Why? Cause it's for the gd of you.nt just mine. I knw you're the type who wants attention who wants to be so open and mix ard with the opp sex and just do wht you want.
I'm afraid you knw. I'm afraid that one day you'll fall for someone else. Becausc with the way you mix ard with the opp sex really makes me so insecure. I'm scared. I don't want you to have a liking to another person. And I'm nt being selfish. I let you be how you want to be and I believe there's always a limit to everything.
You always go googoogaga over guys you have an eye for and tht really sucks although I just try to ignore it. I knw I'm not a gd looking guy like they do. Bit I'm trying my best to do smth with myself. Im nt smart like them bt I will upgrade myself. I wont just stop here. I knw I nt buff and handsome as they do. Thts why I wanna workout now so you won't have to keep ogling at those guys with buff chest and big biceps anymore. I'm trying...
Yknw. I've always want you to myself. It's as much as how you Want me to be with you. Is as much as how I want it too. Sweetheart I'm nt asking much from you on fact I don't force you to love me if you don't want to. But I just don't want you to do things thts always related to the opp sex. Seriously I really am sensitive on these because one thing I don't want them to get comfortable with you. I just don't want.
I knw we have our likes and dislikes towards each other and I believe wht keep us tgt still is nt anything else but fr the love we have fr each other throughout this few years. I don't think you stick with me throughout is entirely cause of material wise. You wouldnt just be with me cause of that. Because I knw you do love me.
Been alot of time you told me tht you always wonder whether are all these based on love or are you just needing company thts why. And yknw smth sweetheart? All of these you experiences are all based on love. Because in love is where you get all the comfort the love the care you' ve been getting all these while.
I cried to sleep ystd night although you told me tht we will still remain the same as we are and this is more rather like a timeout between us. 'I'm nt yr boyfriend but you're my girlfriend. ' I hope you still treat me the way you treat me as a bf still.
I think i've cried alot when I'm with you and jsyk I don't just cry fr fun and the fact that I do is because sweetheart, you really mean so much to me. And fr the sake of yr happiness, I grant wht you had wanted ystd hoping it will be a gd thing fr you. But you know, I kinda feel as if part of me is already missing. It's like you are there but nt at the right place. Cause before this, i'm always feeling safe knowing that you're somewhere ard with me. My heart will feel at ease when I know you're just there. Nov matter whether you did nt text or call or meet up , I just feel safe like that like no worries no nth.
It's hard trying to cope with the fact tht we are tgt but we are not. It's just different and it's killing me inside. Sweetheart I still wanna celebrate 25th with me and I want to do that every single mth with you and promise me we' ll nvr miss it even once. I want mickey&minnie to be inseparable and always be together forever. Just like how I wnt you to be with me.

as the day goes by sweetheart, you must always rbr tht you're the girl who owns my heart and there's not one tht can ever replace you. You're just different. And I hope one day, when you're ready, I'll be there to receive yr hand and ask you to be my Minnie forever...