Love Myself

I need to love myself more so i can be a better person myself. I have not been the best that i can be. I always live the day to what it brings tmr. Get what i mean？ i dont do all those deep thinking and try to figure out ways to upgrade myself either. But what i know is that i need to make a change, for the better.

I nvr really like dealing with problems. Always trying to run away and hide from it. And when i think its safe to come out, then i come out. I bring this habit along with me till now. Idk why im like that either. sighhhhhh.
I feel like a loser sometimes. like a coward you know. I can be all strong and great from the outside but actually deep inside i know im not. This habit of mine has been affecting my life eversince.

She actually knock some sense in me all the time, but today, it really got me thinking so much that i figure if im gna stay on like this, im forever gna be this coward fucking guy.

The words are all like banging on my head so much as im typing all these. i know its time for me to make a change. Time to stand up and facd every single thing in life. i know gotta change...
And what is word if there is no actions.... Prove it Syad.