Complicated Thoughts

I seriously can't accept how things are between you and me now cause i've fallen in love so so much with you and yet you can't realized that and feel the same way as i do. We wouldn't have gotten into this if we could sort things out nicely when we are together. Yea i know we have so much to learn still and that relationship isn't just about loving each other. I know that okay, i know.

Well everything is now a past and i'm trying so hard to accept what's been happening these days. My thoughts has been running with so many shits sometimes i just feel like punching the heck off someone. I don't blame myself for falling in love with you but i blame myself that the relationship failed just like that. You think so differently as soon as you enter jc. Your thoughts about relationship changes as well. To me, it all started there that i think i'm beginning to lack everything of what you actually want to see of me.

For all i know, i may never accept the fact how things are right now especially with what you do and ya i know i have to rights to stop control or force you to do anything. I'm not sure whether you will still fall in love with me again and start a new chapter with me once again. But one thing i know, i'll still be that very same guy who loves you no matter what..