OH FAT YOU

I really have an issue with myself. Every bit of my body part really looksdisgusting. My arms, my chest, my legs, my butt, my hair, my face andMYTUMMY! I'm not happy with the way ilookand if i were to post on thius blog of how i look, let me tellyou,you're allgonna be disgustedyourself. Seriously, from having a6absand abit of sonme chest and shoulders, to a fatty who just have a fat belly and man boobs. Its just that having lack of substance.

I always tell myself that im working out today or evenhave a shortrun but im always lazy to start. It always lead me to become more lazier and lazier. No motivation, no nothing iwonder when i'm even gonna start as well. And when i see food, i really couldn't resist them at all. Even when i'm not hungry you know. Always keep on eating and eating tell me how not to lose weight.

I can't even wear my fav tee at all either. I can't even impress my gf with how i look. I want people to look at me and says ''gosh look at her bf, so good looking and buff " i want my gf to be proud of having a dashing built bf rather than having this fatty fucker walking beside her.

Yes i know she loves me no matter how i look, but at the same time i do want to look good when i'm with er as well. I know i've always mentioned this over and over again but i think i've got to do smth with myself from today onwards.

I'll start working out.

I'll start eating less.

I'll watch what i eat.

I'll start to run. I'll start to be more hardworking in exercising.

And i'll start from now on.

I do hope i'll get a positive result by end of this month. Its now or never.