There are just so many things in my mind so many things to say so many things to figure out just so many things. And this is what i feel.

Things have already changed and indeed it has. Starting with you. You changed for the better of yrself in which you become more independent. But being independent doesn't mean you do things you please and do things what you want, without my knowledge without my consent. I still need to know every little bit of what's going on, like who's this person this and that. You know how to differentiate between friends and not, i also know. And that doesn't mean i don't have to know anymore about anything.

INDEPENDENT. Ya independent to the extend that even if im not around for months or even years you will still feel independent and okay with it.

Wanna know something? I feel like a shit. I don't mean its not good that you're being independent, but you're way to independent to even care about the one thing thats important to you.

You being so independent, i don't even feel the least bit being missed.