Boredom

It has been so long since i ever felt the feeling of real boredom and for this week, i kinda get the feeling back. And basically not doing anything at all but eat, sleep, comp, and it go all over and over again for the next few days. This feelings has to sucks, really. I have not been working or even attending training and what i do is basically rot at home. I don't even go for a jog when i keep telling myself to. And every time this happens, i feel so angry at myself i deserve to get stab! Sigh!

And you know what i'm gonna do now? Start writing up some to do list and plan my week for this month. I think this would work for me since 60% of me will follow what i plan. I hate wasting time, damn.