But Why.

My heart sank for a moment. Feels like it just drop to my stomach. How was i to react to what you have said? So its really true, of what you mentioned.. The way you feel towards me, and around me? Yes i could not force you to love me like you did back then but i didn't thought feelings towards me is like that. Because it never occurred to me, ever.

I gotta admit that i didn't give the best for this relationship and i didn't learn my lessons at times, i keep repeating the same mistakes and did you wrong, making you upset and always putting a frown on yr face. I didn't thought for once that thought for once that things would actually turn out like this. This, as in an end

Is it really true that there's nothing that can be done, anymore? Does it even occur for once, that in fact, there's actually something that can be done? Even if this has really been going on for long?

There's just too many things going on right now and i know, i know i will hv a hard time trying to win your heart back again, with all that is going on... I don't know how but i shall not give up doing things i wanna do with you.

I wish i could turn back time again, or perhaps we could just start all over again, just when i got to know you.. But sadly, i know it will never happen.

I will take things slow. I will work hard, because to me, its never to late to make it up for something even though there's just too much things happening.

Cause for all that i know, i would wanna be with you.. I love you doesn't mean anything much, but i will love you to make you happy.