Change

I keep browsing on clothes and clothes on the net these few days. The thought of buying everything i see... And making myself look good instead of looking so simple and ugly especially in this kind of state that i am right now. I wanna look good definitely,with nice clothes on me.

And like i said to my love the other day, i wanna lose weight by polite cause this time i'm really determine too. I come to realized why i have been portrayed as one who talks but no actions. Maybe you're right. Maybe right now, i need to do something about it. At least, i can prove to myself this time that i'm no more of just a talk-no-action guy. I'm sick of myself sometimes i can imagine stabbing myself. I guess its time for a new change.