:')

I think im being very cool this time. I will have to give myself a pat on the shoulder. I think i feel the fear, and jealousy, and abit of anger. I have a lot of thing to ask you. I feel like interrogating you like how i always do. But I dont want you to get distracted abt how im feeling at this moment. I'll be fine. But there's always these questions tht nvr stops running through my mind. I feel paranoid. Really. I feel paranoid when you did nt reply me. I understand that you're revising but i hope you did not text someone else while you revise instead of me. I would extremely feel sad of course, if you do. And im always hoping that what im thinking, isnt happening. Im not whether you only replied to me when he's not replying and when he does, well im being ignored? Im not making a big deal or whatsoever.. Im just feeling paranoid, afraid on the inside. I tried to do smth to dismiss tht feeling but it only does for a while and then the thought came back again. Im not angry right now actually. I just dont feel nice on the inside. I hope you know what to do. I nvr want you to delay further by having to lead the someone on. Who knows what might happen..

I have always love you.. even till now. And i hope we could take things slow starting from now. Cause these two days seems pretty all right. and i sure am appreciating the time i am with you..