I did it again. This time, with more anger. More pain that I inflicted on her. I don’t know what the hell is wrong with me, I just did it. To vent out my anger. As much as I got irritated by her words, I followed my emotions. And I did it. And I’m just like one of them. Them who are a bunch of asshole that hit a girl. A coward.
The day went like hell. And all I could think of is to just show my frustration, my anger to her. And why the hell did I even do that? Because I can’t control myself. Now that it has occur a couple of times, the more I had become like this. I had to such.
I hurt her. I broke my racket. I lost my game. I made her cry. I suck big time. This is the result of a silly boy who can’t control his emotions and he deserved to be whack, honestly. And every time this happen, everytime I see her cry, it only made me realized that I’m a little too late to make everything right. Because the pain that I had cause, had already happened. No sorry can make things right, no promise can make things better and I know I can’t ever change the fact that I did a terrible thing in her life. Just the start of the year and all this shit had to happen.
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